This = Love

If you could be anywhere that you wanted to be

With anyone that you wanted to be with

Doing anything that you wanted to do

What would it be and who would it be with you?

Schatzi

Ich vermisse dich sehr

How r u?

"How am I? It's been a year. A year. I spent 12 months trying to figure out what I did wrong. I spent 12 fucking months trying to understand how you could love me one day, and say you had absolutely no feelings for me the next. I spent my entire summer trying to get over you, thinking this school year I would be okay, and if I saw you occasionally I wouldn't care. But fuck that. I'm still not over you. Because as much as I try to deny it, you were my first love. But you were also my first true heartbreak. And every timer I see you I'm filled with rage, anger and sadness. I'm enraged that you don't give me any acknowledgment. You pretend you don't even know me, and I am angry that you destroyed me like that and don't even care. And finally, I am sad. Sad that I am slowly coming to terms with the fact that you will truly never come back to me"

Blame it on me

As life goes on, I'm starting to learn more and more about responsability

and I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me

So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done,

things that haen't ocurred yet

and things that they don't want to take responsability for.